One Sided Love

I had great times with love story of mine, first : One-sided love, Second : One-sided love, third : I'm not sure it was the love I think about.. ah I forget, does the childhood love stories include? I don't think so.

I have mood for this very time to express this. It was burdensome. I wonder, did he has the same feeling to me? no, definitely not. I believe that guy has the guilty feeling. But then I don't care unless there is reason. however, It's tiring to talk about.

Just like I was struggling, caring, worrying, happy and sad by myself. I ended up with  take care of everything, toward everyone, every time during my youth. And being in pain is something common, swallow bitterness as if it were pride.

I wonder, I can't forget. do you remember it? sometimes it pops up, right? you are the first one. I can't get enough to you even until now. But it's okay, since I already grew up ( I guess so). I laugh it so hard with grieving heart (anyone dead, huh? my heart then), why do I have such uninteresting lame love stories, no no no childish love story. Well, it successfully broke my heart. Thankyou, I loved you accidentally and took it so hard

Le moment, I feel that how silly I were in the past



Siapa yang mau nambahiiiin? gantung sih nggak rapi. yaudahlah daripada dianggurin.. 😂😂

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